FYI The Missing Links

The Missing Links

It’s been a journey like none other. The best decision I EVER Made in my life was asking Jesus to come into my life In spite of my tears, disappointments, hurt and pain God has kept me in the mist of it all. So of you may read this blog and really not understand it. Well it's my life and I’m 35 years old and still don't understand it. So let me make something’s clear for you. I have 4 kids. If you keep reading the blog post thing will pan out. Some things that I blog about are from my childhood. My life has been one crazy ride. You just have to follow the story, most of you may not believe the things in this blog but they are all true. So just to get you up to date on what’s going on I moved to New Bern in the spring of 2001 after having no contact with my mother for over 8+ years. Because of our horrid pass I didn’t want anything to do with her. I came here seeking a safe place I was running from a bad relationship. Thinking I was doing the right thing by coming here. My mother and her Boyfriend lived here(HIS JOB MOVED THEM HERE --CHERRYPOINT BASE ) They said that I could come here to stay until I could get on my feet.--- Well I was with child at the time I had money saved so when I got here I stayed with them until I found a place of my own. I moved to a nice little place in the heart of downtown New Bern. I lived there for about 2years until the house was sold by the owner and the new owners did not want to rent it out any more. I ended up moving back in with my mother and her boyfriend (NOW HER HUSBAND) I live there for about 6-7mo. after that I moved out me and my little girl. I started seeing someone who also had a child around the same age as mine, so it only made things better and it really seem to work out. We stayed together for 8 years. We moved in together and raised our kids together. We both worked hard and things were great. We would take camping trips always doing something with the kids life was really good. We opened a small business. Things couldn't get any better. In 2010 my mother husband (MY STEP FATHER) started to lose his eye sight and so he could not drive anymore and so I stated running errands for them taking him to the doctor’s appointment etc. At the same time the person that I was with for 8 years Mother started to fall ill. So we were both helping our parents out a lot. Work was put on the back burner we had money saved to cover our bills but we needed to take care of our parents now. Things seem to get harder in 2011 I had a heart attack. And was told I had high blood pressure. Then things seem to really start to fall apart...